So many times when we re-analyse any situation, we get this "oh, no!" moment when realise to our utter horror, how irrelevant/harsh/embarrassing we were. In a way it's only the middle one which keeps coming back again and again to haunt. All these moments especially seem to creep up on me when night is old, and yet sleeps creeps out of reach. It makes me wonder how I could have uttered/done certain things. If only that middle-of -the-night clarity had persisted in those moments!
Anyway, as I remain awake till morn in this night, I just want to apologise to all those who may have had to bear my wrong-footedness during such moments.
And for the future, may I reflect more on such sleepless nights and achieve greater clarity of thought.